Albert Schweitzer had a profound influence on me after I read about him and his remarkable work. His philosophy of Reverence for Life filled me as a teenager with fervor to also have great respect, love, and kindness to all beings, human and animal. Like him, I then decided to someday be a doctor and help those in need in Africa. His work was beneficial, nurturing, humane, and tried to beautify the lives he touched.
I did not become a doctor nor have I traveled to Africa, yet I have served people as a nurse, therapist, and volunteer. To have reverence for life means to enjoy and be grateful for every human, animal, flower, tree, or any other gift from God, and to show love, kindness, and respect to every human life. Life is a sacred gift that should not be taken for granted, abused or wasted.
We do not have to be just in Africa to serve the needs of people. Those who would benefit from our unconditional service are often “just next door.” Give someone a smile, a greeting, or an offer to help. These are meaningful and simple ways to share help and kindness to others.
I grew up in a house of all kinds of abuse: physical, emotional, and sexual.
My parents were not able to give me any praise. I was accused of tracing my artwork, which I had not done; of having feet too big for a girl; and of being “skinny Annie.” They ridiculed me for wanting to become a doctor saying, “You are not smart enough.” Somewhere in their lives they did not learn to have a reverence for life, to forgive those who had hurt them, and how to step out of their cocoons. It is interesting that it was my grandparents, their parents, who praised and encouraged me always supporting my dreams.
Sexual abuse by my step-father began when I was in my early teens, which reinforced that I was not worthy. I believed that I was at fault. I carried guilt, shame, and worthlessness until I was in my twenties. I had never told anyone about the abuse. My then college boyfriend asked the Episcopal priest to talk to me. “Casey (my nickname) is a good person but I think some awful things have happened to her.” Bravely I told Father Pat about the different abuses and over time he helped me to see that I was a worthy, beautiful, and giving person. Father Pat promised he would protect me; that God loved me; and that I needed to forgive others and myself. He wrapped his arms around me and led me towards the path of forgiveness.
I shared with him about Albert Schweitzer and his book, Reverence for Life. I remember he smiled and said I was wise and full of love “and someday your parents will see the real you.”
One’s life is about learning lessons. I believe that the hardest lesson for many of us to learn is that of forgiveness. I never want to forget the events of my life, especially the most unhappy or hurtful ones. I want to continue to use them as lessons to be shared with others in hopes of helping those in pain or suffering. Forgiveness means releasing the anger, hurt, and pain; to free oneself from the power of the person or event; and to send out love.
I received a degree in human services after getting my registered nurse license. I then went on an earned a master’s degree in human development with a minor in psychology. I became a licensed therapeutic massage therapist, trained in biofeedback, certified in acupressure, and certified counselor. I developed my own nursing service called Kare ‘N Touch and helped clients with a variety of issues. These clients had a history of abuse, issues of anger and bitterness, low self-esteem, or marital unhappiness. Most of them were able to forgive, learn, and grow after a period of time. They had left their cocoon and become butterflies.
For most of my young life I felt like the caterpillar that thought her life was over. Thanks to Father Pat, my grandparents, and others I became a butterfly. A Biblical verse that helped me become a butterfly was John 9:4, “I must work the works of Him while it is light, for the night cometh when no man can work.” Then in what seemed like a brief moment of time, the full realization of the gift of life and God’s love for me came alive in the very depths of my being.
We can each be like butterflies deepening our lives and those of each person with whom we become in touch. “At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.” (Albert Schweitzer)
Please note: Karen is a passionate advocate for women’s health and will provide a copy of her book, Outshine, An Ovarian Cancer Memoir to anyone who would like to contact her or leave their email in the comments.
Or you could buy a copy… as all proceeds from the book go to gynecologic cancer research.
Outshine was the winner of the 2012 Indie Excellence Book Awards in the the category of women’s health and was placed in the top three for the Independent Publisher Book Award of 2012.
About Karen Ingalls
Pingback: Karen Ingalls – Reverence, Forgiveness, and Butterflies – The Militant Negro™
Thanks for sharing.
LikeLike
Wonderful post, Sue. I met Karen recently over at Hugh’s blog and have just bought a copy of her book. I live in Africa and, while the need is enormous here, I see need when I visit First World countries too so there is scope to invest in others everywhere in the world.
LikeLiked by 1 person
I agree, Robbie. Human need has no barriers… only its shape changes.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you, Robbie for your purchase. Unfortunately, need is everywhere and we all must do what we can to ease the need.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Karen seems down-to-earth and her life story is inspirational. And to be related to St. Gardens – very cool! Thanks for sharing.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you, Eliza for stopping by. I hope my story inspires others. I believe we are too learn from all our negative experiences as well as positive ones.
LikeLiked by 3 people
A remarkable journey. Karen is such an inspiring, generous soul.
Thanks so much for sharing this. XO
LikeLiked by 2 people
Natalie, thank you for the compliment.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Thank you, Sue for having me a guest today. I reblogged this on Mind, Pen, & Spirit at kareningalls.blogspot.com
LikeLike
Thank you very much for coming over with such a beautiful post, Karen.
LikeLike
What an inspirational woman. ❤
LikeLiked by 2 people
I believe that we each can be an inspiration to another. It would certainly make the world a healthier and happier place. Thank you, Alethea for your comment.
LikeLiked by 2 people
❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
Wonderful post that needs sharing! So many caterpillars out there who need to discover they are butterflies… 🙂 Thank you, Karen and Sue. xoxo
LikeLiked by 3 people
🙂 I’ve always liked that analogy.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Me too! ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person
Butterflies and dragonflies have so much to teach us. Thank you, Bette.
LikeLiked by 2 people
Reblogged this on Stevie Turner, Indie Author. and commented:
Thanks to Karen Ingalls for this great post, and to Sue Vincent for hosting.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Reblogged this on Adam Boustead's Blog.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you.
LikeLiked by 1 person
Reblogged this on Die Erste Eslarner Zeitung – Aus und über Eslarn, sowie die bayerisch-tschechische Region!.
LikeLike
Thanks for sharing Karen’s post, Michael.
LikeLiked by 1 person
What a humble read. Karen, you are an inspiration to so many. I applaud you for growing up to become such a wonderful and compassionate person with all the adversity you endured. Your story is so empowering. ❤
LikeLiked by 1 person