Guest blogger: Pete Johnson – A very personal ghost story

Pete Johnson, better known as beetleypete, sent me a link to this true story, which I am reblogging here with his permission:

I have never really believed in the supernatural. Ghosts, apparitions, reincarnation, life after death, and all things associated with these. Not that I wouldn’t have liked to, it just didn’t seem plausible. Psychics can often appear to be very accurate. They claim to know things about you, even to be communicating with a family member, long since dead. Unfortunately, their ‘gifts’ are very easily debunked, and like most of these things, it has to come down to simple belief. And I don’t believe it.

My paternal grandmother was a great character. She had a very dark complexion, black hair, and a gravelly voice. Mother to three sons and two daughters, she had to fend for herself for much of her adult life, as my grandfather deserted the family home when I was a small child. When she was still a young mother, before the second world war, she was run over and seriously injured. Trapped under the vehicle, her leg had to be amputated at the scene. I remember being somewhat fascinated by her false leg when I was a child. It often stood in a corner of a room, as she was able to get around surprisingly well without it. Once she was going out, she would always wear this prosthesis, and other than a stiffness to her gait, you would be unaware that she had only one leg. She was a houseproud lady, and her home was usually neat and tidy. The step outside her front door was dark red, and she would clean this with a red polish, called ‘Cardinal’. This had a very distinctive smell, and on occasion, it would stain her fingers red, as she did not wear rubber gloves. We would often visit her on a Sunday, and she would accompany us on family holidays to the seaside, where we would go in a large group. On one of these holidays, she once showed me the stump of her thigh, and I remember feeling most uncomfortable having to look at it.

Much later on, after my Mum and Dad split up in the 1970s, I lost touch with my grandmother. Family differences made it very hard to keep in contact, and visiting her had to be arranged in advance, so as not to bump into my Dad, with his new ‘lady friend’. We made the trip a couple of times, and I was pleased to see that she hadn’t changed a bit, though she was no longer in good health. She was always happy to see us, and we tried as much as possible not to waste time discussing the problems we faced, as a result of the unexpected separation. By the late 1980s, other than exchanging Christmas and birthday cards, I hadn’t seen her for a long time. I was living in a small house in Surrey Docks, with my then girlfriend. I got a telephone call from my uncle, my Dad’s youngest brother. He informed me that my grandmother was in hospital. She had serious liver problems, and was not expected to live. I told my Mum, and we arranged to make the trip almost into Kent to see her. We checked that it would not clash with a visit from my Dad, to avoid any nastiness. On the agreed date, we struggled through the rush-hour traffic to the suburbs on the border with Kent. Caught up in delays, we arrived after the official end of visiting time. When we explained the situation to the nurse in charge, she was more than happy to allow us to spend some time.

It was a sad visit. We tried to look upbeat and casual, as we gazed down on this frail lady, yellow with jaundice, trying for her part to be cheerful, and obviously delighted to see us. We talked over old times, and about other members of our extended family, never once mentioning the advanced state of her illness, or her gloomy prognosis. After a while, she finally raised the subject of my Dad leaving us, and told my Mum how much she had missed seeing us both. She asked after my wife too, and I decided not to mention that we had split up, and that I had since met someone else. I wanted her to die thinking that all was well in my world. We said our final farewells, avoiding comments such as ‘see you again soon.’ We all knew that this was the last time we would see her.

I dropped my Mum off on the way home, and went back to tell my girlfriend, who had never met her, about the last visit to my beloved Nan. There were no tears, just fond memories; and frustration about the years lost, due to petty squabbles. We went to bed quite late, and I went straight off to sleep. In the early hours before dawn, I was awakened by an unusual noise. It seemed to be coming up the staircase from the room downstairs, as if someone was dragging something up, one step at a time. As my eyes opened, I was overwhelmed by an all-pervading smell. I recognised it immediately, it was Cardinal polish. Still sitting up in bed, I watched as my Nan’s head appeared at the top of the stairs, level with the bedroom door. She looked at me and smiled, continuing the difficult process of walking upstairs with a heavy false leg. She was dressed as I remembered her, and wearing an apron over her clothes. She walked into the bedroom, and sat down heavily on the bed, right next to me. Street lighting outside was enough to provide sufficient illumination, so I could see her clearly. She reached for my hand, and held it in both of hers, high up, near her shoulder. I could feel the roughness of her palms. She said one thing, ‘It will be alright’, and she was gone.

The next thing I was aware of was my girlfriend talking to me. She seemed confused. ‘Who were you talking to?’ She asked me. ‘Why are you holding your arm up, does it hurt?’ She continued. Then finally, ‘And what is that smell?’ The following day, my uncle rang me, to tell me that my grandmother had died during the night. ‘I know’, I replied.

I still don’t believe in ghosts. I suspect that it was a vivid dream, having just had the emotional experience of going to see my Nan, and knowing that she was dying. I can rationalise most of it to my satisfaction, but one thing has always been a mystery, and remains unexplained to this day. Why did my girlfriend smell the polish?

About Pete Johnson

After 22 years as an Emergency Medical Technician in the London Ambulance Service, followed by 11 years working for the Metropolitan Police, Pete retired to Norfolk with his wife, Julie, and their Shar-Pei dog, Ollie.
Pete blogs at beetleypete, where he shares his love of music, tales of working with the emergency services, local and global history, politics, and cinema and film. At the heart of his writing are his experiences as a Londoner living a new life in the rural setting of Norfolk.

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If you have had a strange experience or encounter that you would like to share, please get in touch with me at (or my usual email if you already have it) and we can discuss a guest post.

I am not looking for sensationalism or fictional tales… but in light of the response to some recent posts, I think it would be both useful and reassuring to others to realise that none of us are alone in these strange encounters and experiences and perhaps we can open discussion on what they may be or may mean. Whatever you personal beliefs, there can be no denying the reality of these experiences to those who have lived them.

If you would like to share your story but prefer to remain anonymous, we can discuss that too. If you would like to share your beliefs and opinions on the nature of these experiences, I would be happy to talk about a guest post. Through sharing with respect we may learn to understand our world and each other a little better.

About Sue Vincent

Sue Vincent is a Yorkshire-born writer and one of the Directors of The Silent Eye, a modern Mystery School. She writes alone and with Stuart France, exploring ancient myths, the mysterious landscape of Albion and the inner journey of the soul. Find out more at France and Vincent. She is owned by a small dog who also blogs. Follow her at and on Twitter @SCVincent. Find her books on Goodreads and follow her on Amazon worldwide to find out about new releases and offers. Email:
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17 Responses to Guest blogger: Pete Johnson – A very personal ghost story

  1. beetleypete says:

    Many thanks, Sue.
    Much appreciated.
    Best wishes, Pete.

    Liked by 3 people

  2. A lovely story about your Nan, Pete. Some very strange things do happen in life sometimes and they can’t be explained.

    Liked by 2 people

  3. Mary Smith says:

    Sometimes we can’t rationalise everything away. I’m glad your girlfried could smell the polish! Thanks for sharing such a lovely story.

    Liked by 1 person

  4. A wonderful story, Pete. Thank you Sue for posting. Life is the best storyteller. 😉 Michael

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  5. macjam47 says:

    Pete, if the scent of the polish isn’t enough to convince you, you will just have to take it on faith. Your wonderful Nan came to say goodbye. A lovely story.

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  6. I don’t know exactly what happens after death but I’ve read very rational people saying they saw people after death. I guess we have to wait and see. 🙂 — Suzanne


  7. Vividly, wonderfully told Pete. I could almost smell the polish. Hugs on the wing.

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  8. Jennie says:

    Wow, that was a terrific story, Pete. We don’t have to try and explain everything. Sometimes things just happen. Aren’t you glad she visited you?

    Liked by 1 person

  9. This is quite an eerie story, but I believe that your grandmother just wanted to say goodbye. 🙂

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  10. Colleen Chesebro says:

    Wow! What a great connection. I love that your grandmother came to tell you goodbye. Smells are such powerful memory boosters. She wanted to make sure you would remember her. ❤ Excellent experience. ❤

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  11. dgkaye says:

    Nothing to question here. Your Nan came to say goodbye, and that was a gift whether you believe it or not. The odd part is that your girlfriend could smell the polish. Any lore I’ve ever learned about, plus my own experiences with smelling my father’s presence, only the one sensing the ghost would sense the smells. That’s interesting, and a great story. 🙂

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  12. What an amazing story. If it had been me hearing that noise coming up the stairs, I think I would have hidden under the bedclothes. I’ve never thought of smells being associated with ghosts, but I guess they have as much right to them as any of the other senses.

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  13. paulandruss says:

    A fantastic tale beautifully told Pete. What a profoundly moving experience!

    Liked by 1 person

  14. Frank Hubeny says:

    It sounds real to me. Thanks for sharing.

    Liked by 1 person

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