Several Shades of Grey

It is one of those soggy, nondescript days that England is so good at. Chilly, but not cold for the time of year, drizzling miserably rather than raining. A uniformly grey day where all colour seems leeched away by the minimal light.  The dog took one look at it from the door and with a glance that plainly said, “Yeah, right…” retreated under the table and left me to walk to the village shop alone.

I can’t say I blame her. The damp pervades everything, the leaves, lately temptingly crisp, that lie in drifts along the path are now a slippery hazard. The trees seem to claw at the clouds with skeletal fingers seeking the hidden sun. Even the birds are quiet this morning and the only sound is the distant roar of traffic dully queuing to take people to work in jobs most of them would probably rather not be doing.

And I have a cold. Nothing spectacular… nothing I could curl up in bed and be thoroughly miserable with. Just one of those niggling headachey, sniffly things.

And yet….

As I walked through the morning gloom, I wondered just how many shades of grey there are? The soft silver of the mist in the trees, the bright argent of the regiment of raindrops on the washing line, the cold steel of wet bitumen…

And then there are the primrose buds raising hopes of spring, nestling in tiny oases of emerald. Geranium leaves that flame scarlet and gold with tenacious glory. Bright berries punctuate the evergreens and the sky comes down to play, mirrored in the puddles.

Looking up the roiling clouds paint a shifting landscape, another country where one could wander amid the mountains and lakes in search of the sun. Bark and branch take on colours never seen in the dry days of summer, rich in texture, sparkling with reflected glimmers, capturing the light and letting it illuminate the shadows.

Winter is a breaking time, a time when all that has served its purpose withers and dies, but even in this catabolic orgy there is strength and beauty, purpose and perfection. Lost leaves blanket the ground, protecting the burgeoning seed, feeding the earth that feeds the bare-handed trees above. It is in this apparent decay and destruction that spring is born, growing silently and softly, unseen.

When I was a little girl, growing up in a city where the ‘dark, satanic mills’ stood in stark contrast to the wide empty moors, my mother taught me a poem. I have never known its author, but the words have remained with me.

Man’s Life is laid in the Loom of Time

To a pattern he does not see,

While the weavers work and the shuttles fly

Till the dawn of eternity.

Some shuttles are filled with silver threads

And some with threads of gold,

While often but the darker hues

Are all that they may hold.

But the weaver watches with skillful eye

Each shuttle fly to and fro,

And sees the pattern so deftly wrought

As the loom moves sure and slow.

God surely planned the pattern:

Each thread, the dark and fair,

Is chosen by His master skill

And placed in the web with care.

He only knows its beauty

And guides the shuttles which hold

The threads so unattractive,

As well as the threads of gold.

Not till each loom is silent,

And the shuttles cease to fly,

Shall God reveal the pattern

And explain the reason why

The dark threads were as needful

In the weaver’s skillful hand

As the threads of gold and silver

For the pattern which He planned.

About Sue Vincent

Sue Vincent is a Yorkshire-born writer and one of the Directors of The Silent Eye, a modern Mystery School. She writes alone and with Stuart France, exploring ancient myths, the mysterious landscape of Albion and the inner journey of the soul. Find out more at France and Vincent. She is owned by a small dog who also blogs. Follow her at scvincent.com and on Twitter @SCVincent. Find her books on Goodreads and follow her on Amazon worldwide to find out about new releases and offers. Email: findme@scvincent.com.
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3 Responses to Several Shades of Grey

  1. Echo says:

    With thanks to Sheila, the poem is “The Weaver” by Grant Colfax Tullar, 1869-1950

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  2. theINFP says:

    Thank you pointing me in the direction of this post, the greyness of England became unbearable for me, which is why I moved to Australia. Growing up in Birmingham pre modernisation proved to be a harsh, cold, unfriendly place, surrounded by the shades of grey in concrete that choked the city centre 🙂

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    • Sue Vincent says:

      I can imagine.. the concrete of Leeds in the 70’s was too much for me.. though the golden sandstone of the north is a different matter 🙂 I have a desire to live in stone again.

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